actualli, im feeling so vexed these few days over all the stuffs in the world. pearly is rite. i always like to take things upon miself. ba suo you de shi dou kang zai zi ji sheng shang. zi zuo zi shou. dunno since when there is a complicated expression on mi face. but, tat complicated expression will disappear when ppl surround mi. muz i always like tat? always like to fake expressions. when mi miself is feeling so vexed, yet i'll pretend to be so carefree. in front of ppl, i will pretend tat all the problems and questions in mi head do not exist. yong yuan dou na me ai cheng qiang. soo weak. felt tat im always a run-away soldier. tao bing. onli know how to make up 101 excuses for miself. i hate this.
dunno since when, tears stopped streaming down and i started to say things tat i don mean.
